Sunday, October 21, 2012

Something to think about

I have had a very close loved one choose to walk away from all that is right, all that is real, love that never ends...of Jesus. This luved one has left our lives in broken pieces, hurts to see her, hurts to NOT see her...cause we used to talk ALL.THE.TIME...and now she chooses it to be a very rare thing. It's a pain so deep, I never could've imagined.it...and now unfortunately I have to. My luved one helped me write a play and this song was a feature. Back when she believed and lived for God. I have no idea what set her into her slow fade...but no matter how far out she fades...I love her and pray she allows Jesus to restore her...before its too late. Heaven is worth anything...and Hell is real...personally I do not choose fire...but eternal life.
The saddest part is there are tiny feet already making small changes into that life their mommy has chosen...
Please, dear God, have mercy to my sister, and send her your love and grace and restore her into salvation in you. Amen

Two Little Feet lyrics

I saw two little feet Walking in my footsteps And I heard a little voice Askin' things I didn't know I touched some tiny fingers That reached out for direction If she's gonna follow me I need to know just where I'll go

If she's following me Then Lord I need to follow you If I'm a living example I need a whole lot of your life And if the steps I take Will influence her forever I can't afford to lose Lord help me... make it right

I've wasted so much time Seeking after wordly pleasures [From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/crabb-family-lyrics/two-little-feet-lyrics.html] Yet with every passing day Lord you knocked at my hearts door Though I gave you rejection You just kept right on loving But you sure got my attention now Through Daddys little girl

If she's following me Then Lord I need to follow you If I'm a living example I need a whole lot of your life And if the steps I take Will influence her forever I can't afford to lose Lord help me Make it right

I can't afford to lose, Lord help me, make it right.....

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Backwards spins our story

They dated about five months and she found out how deep her love had grown. He had a weakness for physical female companionship...one ex fiance in particular. She found out and almost broke it all off right then. She loved him and he said he loved her. They made up and before that month was up they were married under the stars in his parents yard. That was Feb 95. By Apr 95 she was pregnant and they fearfully told the parents. Parents took it well..No shots were fired... And the wedding was planned for second week in June. She graduated from jr college first weekend and they married the next. Many people never suspected the baby on the way....the couple was instructed not to tell...so they didn't tell very many people at all. They lived with her parents for one month...what a nightmare. Then her retired dad found them a home in the country 45 blessed mins away from all parents. They were thrilled and moved out to echo in Aug95. By Oct95 they were semi attending church at Omega Assembly of God. She got saved Christmas eve and he followed and got saved that new years eve. The baby came on Jan 9 1996... Sweet baby girl They dedicated her that march in the church. Their families came. Their very own family had finally begun and their love was growing more than either of them even realized. A love without end amen. (:

Friday, August 31, 2012

Forever I do

She was so nervous on the morning of The wedding. She awoke with The Sun, and in her newly manicured hands, she washes her car,again,even though it was already clean. Then she put on her daisy dukes and her quilted country tye shirt and off she went to the church with her lil sis in tow. Curlers in their hair and half the make up on their faces and flip flops in their feet. They stopped at the piggly wiggly for soda and cherry blow pops then finally made it to the church. She goofed and gawked while make up and hair was attempted to be done for her...she was more attentive to the camera. Then came the dress. Family arrived with the traditional items. Something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue, and a penny in her shoe. My grandaddy insisted on adding a dime cause he said I need all the luck I could get. Was he ever right!!
Then my grannie gave my a gorgeous diamond ring enlaid In white gold. It was a distant grandmothers. Now it is mine. Tears came then...and cont into the pics. Wedding and reception.
I'll tell u Abt the reception and what my lively brothers did to our car sometime soon in another blog. Lol. Stay tuned
!!!!!

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

One boy...one girl

They actually attended the same high school. Both graduated and she went to college while he started the workforce.
He went to the homecoming game, unofficially, with her best friend. Her best friend proceeded to try and make him jealous and yet it drew his undivided attention to her bff.
Fartforward they married and are still happily married in love today.
Beautiful children. Beautiful home. We are blessed and content right where we are.